Welcome friend

If you’ve found your self here, odds are, you’re feeling a little lost. You constantly see others succeeding where you feel behind. You feel intense jealousy when others seem to have always known what their calling is, their one true passion (then you shame your self for feeling jealous of them!). Or when they have years of experience on you and you feel behind. You can’t seem to help comparing your self to others – who are all leading vastly different lives – and you want to do it All, but find your self frustrated by the constraints of linear time and your mortal body.

It’s likely you grew up religious and have been questioning the tenets of that faith, as well as the dominant religious narratives, or you didn’t grow up believing in anything. Either way, you find your self drawn to … something … spiritual … An indescribable, mystical path that seems silly to talk about because you don’t have words for it. You’ve always been proud of your ability to translate the profound into shareable, digestible language. And now you’re wondering how much of that was tied to making your self more digestible to others.

You’ve studied and pondered various religious organizations, groups, and paths, but none have seemed like just the right fit. There’s always something that you know would be a thorn in your side, or some part of you that would rebel against rules made by someone else. You’re done trying to fit into spaces that weren’t made for you anyway. You’re done hiding all the wildness you’ve been discovering within your self.

Your feel like you are interested in so so many things that your head is going to explode. Someone may have called you a “jack of all trades” at some point and you didn’t realize that was supposed to be a bad thing. But now you feel the same, now you feel lost, seemingly unable to commit to one interest for the rest of your life, one aesthetic through which to describe your self to others.

So you find your self searching for something you can’t even describe, feeling behind despite your many accomplishments (which you’ve rarely, if ever, truly recognized as such because they were easy), and discontented because you know you are powerful and can do amazing things.

Can I tell you a secret? I may have been describing you in all that, but I was writing about my own experience. I feel it all too. I live it. Every single day.

I’m still figuring it out. And I want to help you figure it out too, to find your self again and learn to weave your own path, your own story.

Are you ready to take the leap? Visit the Muse to learn how we can work together.

Stay wild, my friend.

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